Justice in Murder

Have you ever wanted to beat someone's face to a bloody pulp, with a baseball bat? Or take a knife and stab them multiple times to see how many it would take before they bleed out? How about tie them to a chair and pour gasolin all over them and set them on fire? Yeah I know what your thinking, " no I am not sick and twisted, I would never even think about doing any of those things to another human being" or your thinking "hell yes I have though about it" or " I've done it"

For those of you that were thinking along the lines of the first quote, you my friends are a bunch of fucking liars and please stop reading my blog, I hate liars and fakes! Go fucking read your damn bible and watch your stupid soaps and keep pertending your sweet little daughter is not a crack whore and your son is not date rapest, cuz really I have no time for you and your bullshit.

For those of you who were thinking along the lines of the last quote, what the fuck is wrong with you now ok maybe the person you beat or burned or whatever hurt you or someone you love in that case, I say there is a justice in murder. Now I know most would not agree with that but they can fuck off, this is my veiws and I am free to voice them if I fucking feeling like it. Now back those who hurt others for no other reason then they felt like it! You people are fucking sick, and don't get me any bullshit reason oh well I had to join a gang to live, or he owed me money or he walked on my truff, these reasons don't fucking cut it. And gang violance is not included in the someone you love justification, sorry but if you chose to be in a gang and your homie gets shot guess what you both chose that life its your own fucking fault, so why not do us all a favor and blow your own head off, it would be at least one bullet well used! And I don't understandserial killers or child malesters, and rapest either you are a bunch of sick and fucked up people and should all do the world a favor and just kill yourselves!

Now if you chose the second quote then you are my people, yes people piss you off and you may even think up ways to toture or kill them but you have never and probably will never go through with it! Look your not crazy for having these thought, your not a bad person either. Everyone gets mad and when we as human get mad are animal nature comes out and we see red. That's ok as long as you can control it!

I have a lot of thoughts about killing or hurting certain people that piss me off! I have a few in my head right now but I know right from wrong so I will not act on these thoughts, but to calm myself I try to think of interesting ways to kill or torture the person I am pissed at and it does help!

Well anys that's all I have to say for now! Thanks for stopping by!

Weekend Warrior

This weekend was great! My wife and I acually started and finished a project together without fighting which almost never happens. We are living with my parents at the momment, which sucks donkey ball but in this economy we have no choice. Well anyways a little over a month ago my dad brought home this ugly ass metal table with a glass top and the four chairs, they were painted this nasty gold and the cushions were this ugly, dirty tan. My dad is a trash man for the city of L.A. and he is alway bringing crap home and never does shit with it! So when brought this table home I was less than happy but whatever not my house I just have to live there. Well my mom loves the table but hates the color and wants it repainted and the cushions recoved, I let her know that I can that its not hard! Fast forward over a month and she finaly brings it up again so I tell her if she buys the spray paint and fabric I will do it this weekend, she went out and bought it all Friday night and Saturday my wife spray painted the table and chairs black and I recoved the cushions with the light green and baby blue paisley fabric. It took most of Saturday to complete but we got them all painted and the cushions done, Sunday we put the cushions back on the chairs and set it all up in the dinning room. They are so pretty now.

After we finished we got cleaned up and headed over to my aunts house, she had called well I was working on the cushions and told me she had something to show me. We got to my aunts and talked to my cousin, not my aunts kid but she lives with her along with two of her kids and a grandkid. Then I went upstairs to my aunts room so she could show me what she wanted to, it was an episode of the show Ace of Cakes, they were making an R2D2 cake for Lucus Films, they got to go to Skywalker Ranch, lucky basturds, okay for anyone who does not know me I am a huge Star Wars fan, I mean I have the Rise of the Empire symbol tattooed on my in right arm and I am not finished I want more. So this was really cool of my aunt to dvr this for me she loves star wars too, but she doesn't really like ace of cakes. The sad part is I still have not finished the episode cuz my other cousin called in tears.

She and her boyfriend had got in a fight well at a friends house the weekend. What the fight was about is not really importan. Let just say her boyfriend was drunk and for him that is never a good thing! So she asked my aunt to come get her in the valley! I told her I would go with her. On our way we had to stop and get gas and as we were going to get back on the freeway we saw this little wienner dog in the middle of the intersection headed towards the off ramp, so I jumped out of the car and yelled at the stupid dog and the little dude came right to me. He had a tag so we called the number and his owner came and got him, the owner who was drunk off his ass and really shouldn't have been driving but whatever. So the rest of our adventure went smoothly, we got back my aunts around midnight I think.

Sunday was less exciting, like I said we put the cushions on the chairs and set up the table amd chair in the dinning room. Had to clean out the coffee pots, and wash some towels. Had to go to my sister, so my wife could get familar with her apartment because she was starting babysitting for my sister Monday. And then came home ate jack in the box! Got pissed off at my mother because she can never just say thank you, she always has to find flaws with anything you do even if your doing her a favor and that the first thing she did when she saw the table and chairs, we ran out of paint so the buttom of one chair is not completely painted but its the buttom and no will ever see it, all I can say is next time bitch do it yourself. Well that was my weekend! For the most part it was great!

Insanity

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results" - Albert Einstein

This man was way to smart for his own good and this quote is one of the truest quotes I have heard in my 26 years Of life.

I get up every morning, get dressed and go to a boreing ass office job, where I sit on my big butt for 8 hours doing work I hate, and every morning I expect it will change. Today will be the day I start to enjoy my job, today my boss will realize I know how to do way more than what I do now, today the computers will crash, today I will get fired,today the world will end, and on and on.

But so far none of those things have happened, but I keep going every morning, this is just insane to me!

I should just quit and live my life doing something I love but I won't no one ever really does that, do they?

You know why I won't and why most people don't. Fear! Most of us say bills and family to feed but really its just fear! Fear of being who u are and fear of being truely happy! Yes, I would probably end up homeless for a while and hungry but I would have all this free time to see the world and experience new things and then write my novel. I am so afraid I will not ever quit, I will just continue on this self loathing path of insanity till I die because that is real life!

WARNING

This is my mind and it may hurt a little if you dig to deep into it! I will not apologize for how it works or what it thinks, if you don't like it don't read it! You have been warned!